Well That Didn't Work

EXPLANATION
Rather than type up an entire entry on why I told Dennis I never wanted to see him again, I decided to post this, a conversation with my wonderful friend, Mikey, explaining the same thing...

Mikey: hey beautiful
Me: Hey Mikey. What's going on?
Mikey: oh my, thanks for asking. let's see... my glasses broke, so i've been wearing contacts for the first time in 3 years. but they hurt to no end, so right now i'm just blind...i only got 5 hours of sleep because there were high kids in my room watching "greg the bunny" until 3:30 in the morning...i'm going through incredible sex (or any sort of action) withdrawal, and i've actually made passes at a couple of girls to no avail...and everyone is either gone or asleep, so without you, i'd be bored beyond your wildest imagination right now.
Mikey: so... how are you?
Me: Read my blog lately?
Mikey: i did a few days ago
Me: I update usually all at once...I've been writing my entries in classes, waiting until the end of the week and putting 'em all in at once.
Mikey: i see your beautiful board
Mikey: HAHAHAH
Me: Like? Leave a comment then!
Mikey: but i have nothing to say. i'm talking to you right now!
Me: How about, hahaha. Sam, you're so funny.
Me: jk
Mikey: done and done. you told dennis you never wanted to see him again?
Me: Indeed....Alex cheered me up fairly quickly with that Family Guy thing...he was sincere about the ice cream and the mcdonalds and then thought of the rest of it
Mikey: good for you
Me: Meh
Mikey: so why'd you decide to tell dennis you never wanted to see him again? what happened?
Me: He asked someone else out and lied about it..it was the lying thing
Mikey: :(
Me: ...and his definition of friendship and mine are drastically diffferent, I mean ridiculously so. He's an amazing boyfriend and a really shitty friend.
Mikey: i'm sorry, baby
Me: I mean, you and I don't get to see each other much...it sucks, but we talk
Mikey: of course
Me: He doesn't talk to anyone he went to high school with until he gets back to NJ. Ever. I have an interest in what's going on in your life. He doesn't care about anything that goes on in mine, etc. One of his friends is somewhat "unstable" and, despite the fact that she lives next door to him (literally,) I was the one making emergency phone calls a few months ago...you see?
Mikey: well that's all a shame. you care so much about him, and he should at least return a mordicum of that to you
Me: So, he lied to me about this other girl. Ya, I would've been jealous, but stll happy for him had he told me
Mikey: i can surely understand why you're upset
Me: ...and yet, he still hooked up with me...
Mikey: especially for that
Me: ...admitted he'd been confused...and stressed and that his feelings for me changed when his feelings for everything else changed in response to his confusion and stress...said he loved me
Mikey: how did you find out that he asked the girl out? did he tell you at some point?
Me: Well, he said we could be Valentine's, just as friends....I mean, 3 Valentine's in a row....cute, right? Since he said he wasn't interested in anyone (and I know that he doesn't ask girls out that he just met) I assumed that one week wouldn't be a big deal, he wouldn't have a girlfriend by Valentine's Day.
Me: So, I did something really nice for him that cost me a lot of money, only to find out that he told me that knowing he was gonna ask out this other girl...or at least thinking about it.
Mikey: can i ask what you did for him?
Me: You know the Millburn Deli back in NJ?
Mikey: si
Me: They make an amazing sandwich called the Gobbler, that we both love. I had two sent here...frozen packing and blah, blah, blah...because he was telling me a while back about how much he missed them.
Mikey: awwww. you're way too sweet, baby. especially to someone who refuses to show that he cares about you. you're a dream girl, you really are.
Me: Well, he weazled out of that one nicely
Mikey: i'm glad you made your stand. you needed to.
Me: He didn't really care. I'm pretty sure it just didn't hit him, but when it does, its still not gonna be too bad, he has a girlfriend to comfort him.
Mikey: but it is going to be bad for him, because he'll eventually realize that he's lost the most wonderful woman he'll ever be with.
Me: I don't think so. He's not a very introspective person, he won't analyze it that much, I know that.
Mikey: well, if he doesn't realize that, then it was never meant to be in the first place.
Me: I may send him a "here's hoping this summer doesn't get you as down as the last" box when he goes to his dad's place this summer.
Mikey: do you really think he deserves that?
Me: I'm still worried about him, he's not doing well. When I was telling him all this, he asked who I was to analyze his feelings. I told him he'd never done it, I always did, that's why he came to the conclusions I did months after me.
Mikey: wow. i can't believe he'd ask you that
Me: and that none of his friends here can see the difference in how he is now from how he was. He used to be so happy, he's not anymore. He challenged that I wouldn't know cuz I"ve hardly spoken to him in 4 months...
Me: I asked him if I was wrong...
Me: Of course I wasn't
Mikey: of course not
Mikey: sammy, you really are an amazing person.
Me: lol...I'm really not, I just worry too much.
Mikey: i'm saying this in complete seriousness. you're every guy's fantasy. if someone hadn't already created my image of a dream girl (chelsea), you would be it.
you're what every guy wants. the problem is that you fell in love with the one guy who doesn't want you, and that's a bloody shame.
Me: I fell in love with him when he did. That's at least good
Mikey: it is but now you've taken a big step in pulling yourself away from him. time will only tell if the step was necessary, or if it was too big. but for now, i think it was your best course of action.
Me: True. I wish I was every guy's dream girl...
Mikey: you are to a lot of guys. or at least, you would be to more if more knew you. i don't know why someone wouldn't want you. you're the sweetest girl there is, you're a genius, you're incredibly hot, you're friendly towards nearly everyone, and you have a lot of love to give. seems like the perfect girl to me.
Me: Ya, well if I was, I'd have a boyfriend...
Mikey: well, then you should go to brandeis
Me: Meh, I'm fine without one, I really am. I know I'm smart, funny, and super sexy without one ( : o P) so certainly don't need a guy to validate me.
Me: Still, they're nice to have...relationships and such
Mikey: beeeeeeeeeeeeeelieve me, i know
Mikey: argh, it's 2:00, i have to shower. l8tr, k?
Me: haha, ok Comments ()

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