Well That Didn't Work

I'M TOO SEXY FOR...UM...?
Something interesting: once I started thinking of myself as attractive, so did everyone else. I've been getting hit on a lot lately and I'm not really uncomfortable with it. I've gotten pretty flirtatious so it seems. I remember seeing girls in high school hugging their guy friends hello and kissing them on the cheek goodbye; I never did that, but I've started to now. I've let myself be a little girly. Conrad picks me up and spins me around when he hugs me, I let guys tickle me, I tickle them...I don't know, it's just different for me. It's nice.

For the first time, I'm not uncomfortable talking about sex, even in the context of my life. (Well, I still don't "kiss (or anything else) and tell" but I don't care if the guys in the triple talk about my low cut shirt or anything it reveals., nor do I care about their joking references to their desire for me to pleasure them in some way..that's progress for me.) It's a Blossom moment, lol. "Look at me, I'm growing."

P.S.-This is me:

It isn't the greatest picture of me, but its slightly better than the only other picture taken of me since I was 14 (my prom picture--check the May archives.) I've gotten 4 Facebook messages from guys I don't know since taking that picture down and putting this one up. Enjoy!
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