Well That Didn't Work

JADED
After spending a crappy weekend in NJ, a frightening coincidence regarding Dennis' father's death, getting no sleep Tuesday or Wednesday, taking two consecutive finals Thursday morning, seeing Dennis (we met in Dupont Circle and talked for three hours, like we always do) Thursday afternoon, and seeing Jeff (who has decided he's in love with me) Thursday night, I'm completely emotionally drained. I just feel dead at this point...I think the word "jaded" is applicable. I spent most of the day yesterday in bed being completely unproductive and trying to catch up on sleep (which didn't happen.)

I'm trying to think of something good that's happened in the last few days... I got in touch with an old friend of mine from Texas. He was one of my closest friends and we kept in touch for three years after I moved to Connecticut, an impressive feat for anyone, let alone an 11 and 12 year old. Anyway, he moved to California and we just drifted apart, but I got in touch with him via The Facebook earlier this week and we talked online briefly last night...that was ok

Adi's birthday is today. She wants to drink and go to a male strip club tonight...I'll let y'all know how that goes.

Yeah, that's pretty much it. I guess I'm just hoping something truly nice will happen in the next few days...a guy I'd date shows up at my door with flowers and asks me out, my girlfriends take me out shopping, I don't know...something corny and sweet that someone else does for me for once. I love doing things for other people and I don't expect anything in return, but sometimes I think that would be nice. I sound selfish now, wanting people to do something for me (especially since I'm not doing too much for myself,) so I'm just gonna go...I have good friends though, I do...

...I'm just in a weird place right now. Comments ()

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