Well That Didn't Work

WHOA, BUSY DAY
Work, class, class, meeting, appointment, TA session, meeting, GWU application, girls' night. I'm so tired, I still haven't caught up on sleep from last week because I've been working so hard. I didn't even have time to order my camera. : o ( Oh well, there'll be plenty of time tomorrow...actually, nevermind; I need to shower, deal with financial aid (who say I owe the school money and if I don't pay,they won't let me register for my spring semester classes,) meet with my academic advisor about my those classes, attend statistics and write that 4-6 page paper. Joy. I didn't have time to eat today...I need to do that. Hmm...

But enough about my hectic day...does anyone know where I can get information on canvassing for Kerry this weekend in Florida? Dennis had invited me but had never given me the details and so (seeing as he's currently not speaking to me) I'm in the dark. Its a bit ridiculous to ask for help on a website that no one reads, isn't it? Lol. I probably wouldn't be able to make it anyway; I have been killing myself trying to stay on top of my academics. At least its helping me pretend that the "my mother's cancer almost killed her" issue doesn't exist.

I'm really looking forward to signing up for physics on Monday (early registration is the coolest,) even though I might not be taking it here. I was talking to my new-found, non-romantic soulmate, Ashley, about Imagineering and we decided that if I totally fell in love with the physics stuff in the spring, I should double major in some type of engineering and either computer science or some form of graphic arts/design. Lol, all speculation at this point.

I've totally loosened up in the last few days...maybe I'm just feeling like there's no point in holding back anymore; I want to have fun. Of course, its more likely a response to the two most stressful events I've ever had to deal with which, coincidentally, occurred within hours of each other. Then again, I've been loosening up gradually for a few weeks now, not since I've been here, but a few weeks nonetheless. For example, my friends Mitch and Hristo came by my room last night; I'd been playing music on my stereo and Hristo started dancing to it. It was really funny watching him...anyway, Mitch searched through my music and found "Sexual Healing" (don't ask) and decided to put it on; Hristo grabbed my hand and the two of us danced to it..really, really closely. There couldn't have been more than an inch between us. It was fun and not at all uncomfortable. For those of you who really know me, I'm not normally so outwardly sexual, but I've found that I've been getting more and more comfortable with it for a bit now. I know it seems like a minor thing, but its a good step. I've done other little things as well...hooka, etc. Yay, I'm catching up to the rest of the teenage population; oh dear, is that a good thing? Uh oh. Well, I was always a late bloomer; I only just got over the "insecurities about my body" phase that most girls get over by the time they reach 16.

Am I boring you yet? Ok, I thought so. When this week is over and I'm caught up on all of my work, I'm going to switch out of "diary" mode and back into "interesting commentary" (history and political rants, satirical commentary on life, international penpal letters, etc) mode. Won't that be fun?
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