STILL NOT HAPPY ABOUT ALL THIS, BUT... I tried instant messaging Dennis last night, just about general things...friend things, but he never got back to me. Knowing him as I do, I decided to send him an email this afternoon that basically said "when you're ready to start making the transition to friendship, let me know because no matter what form it takes, I couldn't bear not having some sort of relationship with you." Seeing as he hasn't gotten back to me, I believe that he's upset...which brings to mind yet another question: if he's not happy being apart, then why isn't he with me? Regardless, I really would love to still be friends, he's meant so much to me and I think I meant a lot to him; I think I still do mean a lot to him, just in a different way. That's fine...I hope he's feeling alright and I hope he'll get back to me eventually.
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