Well That Didn't Work

SCARED, SHAKEN, AND SHOCKED
Well, if you can't tell from my previous few entries, Dennis ended things with me yesterday. I really can't believe it; I'm in a state of absolute shock. I knew we were having some problems adjusting to college and that we'd had a really stressful summer apart and such but I never thought that breaking up would be the result, NEVER. I figured we'd work through it because we love each other. In my mind, this was nowhere in our future...this wasn't even on my radar screen. I'm so in love with him. I keep asking how this can be happening. How can this be alright with him? After everything we've gone through, everything we've experienced together, how can it be over that quickly. I love him so much. I feel truly lost for the first time. I mean, I literally don't know what to do with myself right now. He meant so much to me. He still does. Technically, he said he needed time, so we're on a 10 day break...I'm dying already. I'm scared that this is it. This can't be it. I've never been in so much pain and that's saying a lot considering my life. Oh God...
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