Well That Didn't Work

MY REALIZATION
Oh my God, this is actually happening. I really am a horrible person...at least no fun to be around. Imagining my life without him is like trying to understand what happens to your mind when you die. Its beyond conceptualization.

It was just sudden. We had problems to work through, but I NEVER would've thought that this was they way we could solve it. OMG, this isn't happening, it can't be. He's my best friend, where am I supposed to turn? Everyone on my floor is drunk...if I was a weaker person, I'd join them. If I was a weaker person, I'd...

I can't wait 10 days, but as of this moment, I will. I love him and if he needs 10 days, they're his. I'd really give him anything.

If in 10 days he ends it, I will absolutely, completely devastated, but I swear...I'll never forgive myself if I didn't take this chance. Is it bad that I still have hope? I won't beg, but God, please... Comments ()

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