Well That Didn't Work

IS THERE A SIGN SOMEWHERE?
Seriously, is there some big banner somewhere that says "Samantha's single!" somewhere? If one exists, could some please alert me to where it is? And I know its not this pathetic excuse for a blog because, as evident by the lack of comments, no one reads it. Geez...I've only been on campus for three days since last Tuesday and four guys have asked me out. While I must admit that its quite flattering, I'm just not ready (I mean, one week?!?) and for whatever idiotic reason, I still have so much confidence in my relationship with Dennis...while he takes the time he needs, mon amour est assez fort pour tous les deux nous...I think that's correct, but I don't know French. (Hey Kat, does the make sense? Comment dude.) I know its stupid to hold on to hope, seeing as Dennis isn't currently talking to me (in Ashley's words, "WTF!") and I won't ever see him again without his interest/consent, but I've never felt so strongly about anything in my entire life and for that, I blame him. I recognize my own confidence because of him and his. Its too bad I'm not the type of person to go after the meaningless post break-up hook up.

On a positive note, I'm ordering my new camera today! When I pick up my second paycheck later this afternoon, I'll finally have enough money to buy it; I'm looking forward to it very much. I do need to know if I have to buy a memory card and rechargable batteries or not though...Dennis might still have the ones he'd ordered for my birthday, maybe I can just buy the accessories from him...I won't hold my breath. *shrug*

I'm almost caught up on my work, all I have to do today is to write the outline for the 4-6 page paper that was due Monday, which is now due Friday, and work on my GW application. It just occurred to me the other day just how much of a hypocrite my father is. He expressed disappointment (in the form of yelling) in my decision to apply to American early because he thought it was based on the fact that Dennis wanted to attend Georgetown (it wasn't...I want to study government and politics; Washington is the best place to be) when he transferred from Cornell to the University of Texas for my mother. I have a hard time believing that story when I look at my parents' relationship. I certainly hope such a drastic turnaround isn't common. For the record, I'm not considering transferring to GW for Dennis, but rather because of Dennis...he always thought I underapplied when I came here and said I could do better. I think so too, though I really enjoy it here at AU.

Ok, I really should be paying attention to my econ. professor seeing as I missed the previous two sessions of macro...lol, God bless the wireless network. Peace.
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